Well, last night was our first night flying solo while Darren was on call. It went really well. Isaac is sleeping in his crib now and only wakes up once around 4 in the morning, then goes back to sleep untill about 9. It's pretty nice. Things are starting to get adjusted around our home which makes it easier for me. Since I made the decision to stop breastfeeding, I worried that Isaac might miss it, but he has done so great. I hate to even say that he might be doing better without the breastfeeding, is that possible? Anyway, he's doing great and I am doing better without the breastfeeding so its worked out for the best.
Today while Ada was playing in her sunroom with her tea set and all her favorite dress clothes on, I was holding Isaac in the rocking chair. Seeing him sleeping in my arms and cuddled up almost made me think I'd like to have another one, but I'm NOT. It did make me enjoy holding him much more though. I guess knowing that I'm not having any more babies makes me enjoy the newborn phase a little more, as rough as it is. So, for all you that aren't having any more babies or are going to have more babies, just remember they are only babies for a short while. Enjoy it and try and remember it. Soon they'll be talking back and sometimes not in the most nice ways. You don't really realize how hard growing up is until you raise your kids. Sorry Mom for the greif I gave you when I was little, hopefully it was only a small amount. Maybe I won't have to pay for to much of my raising.